Well, I did it. I decided to conquer one of my biggest fears and post up my first scene. Not the first I ever wrote, but one of the first ones. Please be kind when reading. Being potentially judged on creativity is a pill I’m still trying to swallow.
I actually wasn’t going to post today, but one of my amazing friends told me she hadn’t seen a blog post in a hot minute. I was very shocked and humbled she was paying attention to my blog posts. I didn’t think anyone I knew would actually read them even though they say they do. I figured I owed it to myself to take the first scary as f step and post it. I was going back and forth for weeks on posting it, but I figured August is almost over and I started this blog for a reason – I couldn’t just keep procrastinating forever.
I wrote this scene over 8 years ago. My style of writing and grammar have definitely developed, evolved, and improved. I still cringe every time I reread it, but it holds such a near and dear place in my soul. I hope you enjoy and I’m working on a longer story right now. It’s very draining, which is why my posts will be very sporadic, but it’s one of those where I can sit down and write for hours without stopping. I don’t think I’ll post it any time soon, but it’s a work in progress.
Happy reading.
– xox, Jay.Lee